Mixed feelings about posting today. My energy is sapped because of this silly back ordeal I've been going through. I'm not sure if it was the fear of how bad it was going to hurt when the doctor removed the "wick" from my hole left by the removal of the cyst or the poor sleep due to finding a comfortable position to lay down to sleep in? Or the idea that I have to go back every other day for as long as it takes for this hole to "fill in"/heal to have this "wick removal and replacement" done over and over again. Okay, it hurts a little bit for a short amount of time when she is doing it. It does not continue to hurt afterwards. It's a little bit hard finding a comfortable position to sit leaning back on it when talking to clients at work. But this is NOT A BIG DEAL. I am ashamed at even talking about it, it is so minuscule in the greater scheme of things that others SUFFER in life. Believe me this warrants not a post, nor a oh so sorry for you, or anything of that sort. But it is what is paramount on my mind right now and as I was skimming pictures this drawing /self portrait seemed to say a lot about my crazy feelings! I wish you all a GREAT DAY!